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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
12:52 am
This "community" is full of pussies. Start bleeding all your sexual angst, god dammit.

Here, launch off this.
I've been hopelessly addicted to pornography since fifth grade and I'm fairly positive that it's affected my view on sex in a very, very negative way. So much anticipation, titilation and expectations piled higher and higher in my stupid child brain. Then I entered that sacred realm and was sadly let down again and again. The closest I ever got to the kind of incredible excitement I'd previously dreamt up was in an encounter that didn't end in sex and was completely sealed with a spiritual bond. Of course, that's not the kind of content that sells porn tapes, and the kind that does has yet to do it for me in my own realities. So blah. I want another one of those actual bonding experiences. It was awesome. The only thing that ruined it was me trying to mold it into what I thought it should be, and that kind of fucked in up in my memories. Give me spiritual or give me death.
Thursday, January 6th, 2005
7:44 pm
another dead community. whoop dee doo. not even the mods post.
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
6:47 pm
More Metaphors!
Sexual unfulfillment sucks! Oh my God! I need some fill in my life!
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